femeie, 44 ani

Hunedoara, Hunedoara

cauta barbat

To be with somebody is rather an opportunity than ridiculous everydayness. For, we may hold each other, while looking in each other's eyes, while we sail alone on distant and vacant seas of the imaginary truth. Nothing, but heavily bitter solipsism, must come on the horizon of the imaginary. Weaker and weaker, perplexity succumbs into arrogance and platitude, desire goes bunkers towards instant gratification, and what was mundane, fleshy and beautiful with simplicity is fallen into circular dissatisfaction, boredom and collapse under the weight of own gravity.

Then, when someone grabs our untouched sleeve, while we are checking the integrity of our pockets, we rush into questioning the appropriateness of such encounter, projecting possibility on the immediate future under the form of tiny causal connection, forgetting about the very moment, and then, when distracted of the "what can be" ceases to exist, we go back a bit emptier towards our everydayness which we live with the certainty of being alone.